140

Life has become a series of twitter, facebook, and myspace updates that fit into 140 characters. When I got my iPhone for my birthday, I started downloading free applications. I feel like I have purchased the "lite" version of my life.

People say my life seems so interesting and exciting. I think it is boring. I always want to do more. I think of things I miss out on. All the concerts, art exhibits, festivals are just passing me by. I'd love to go to a show, a musical, any kind of performance but my financial situations leaves me in the bohemian performer's spot.

I miss MUSIC 100. It was a class as a music major we had to take. It was only one hour on Tuesdays that kept us from taking a Tuesday/Thursday class. It was for credit or no credit. There was no grade nor hour of credit. All we had to do was perform once a semester and then go listen to everyone else. I miss the free recitals and the convenience of walking to them.

Since my car's transmission died, I've been driving a car with a crap ass stereo and sometimes I feel like it is making me physically ill to not jam to the music I love. Nobody else seems to share this loss. I usually drive alone.

I've been neglecting my blog because nobody reads. They'd rather see what one-liner I post on facebook. Even then, with hundreds of people reading, a few care enough to "like" it or comment. I miss living IRL. FML. LOL.